When I Grow Up I Wanna Be...

I have found a career choice that might work for me. A professional organizer.  Or list maker. Are those career options and can I major in them in school?! Frankly, I annihilate at those tasks. Now put a math equation in front of me and tell me to calculate something and you will see the most blank look a human can produce. Ask me a question that is common sense to most and get the same response and/or stare. Now tell me to put together an entire health expo for the Colleywood Elite in two weeks and you will see a whole 'nother look. First it's one of sheer panic and anxiety. Then you see a blur of blonde as I tornado spiral out of control and make more lists and plans that even I cannot keep up with.  Enter the day of the event and it's a huge success and I finally sleep for the first time in two weeks. Right now, I am so exhausted I could go to sleep at 7pm but who at 25 actually does that? What I need to learn is how to not panic and how to deal when an unexpected situation arises. Currently, I have taken to falling on the ground in tears or cussing out the first person to tell me bad news. So I'm thinking that new year's resolution of mine to be nicer to people has pretty much gone out the window. Maybe I can go back to school and be a professional organizer/planner person. It's a thing, I'm sure of it! Well time to clock out for the night and try to get some rest and relaxation because I have yet to reach the success part, tomorrow and Sunday will be the spiraling out of control part of the story.