So long 2010!

 I decided on this New Year's Eve Eve, I would share some valuables that I have learned this year. I choose to not stuff my face with black eyed peas and greens to bring me wealth and luck because last year, that did not work. Instead these tidbits arose. 1. A group of women consisting of more than 3 women cannot be friends. It simply does not work. You will always have that one girl who is so insecure she simply cannot stand if any other group members hang out without her presence, who frankly was quite annoying at times anyway thus being the reason she was uninvited. 2. Ejnoy your siblings and the people in your life you love while they are around because when they are gone or off doing new adventures, you simply stop mattering. It's not you, they just have new doors opening and you are standing behind one that has closed. 3. Breast cancer is a very real, very upsetting part of my life now due to the fact that two people I absolutely adore have been fighting it all year and frankly I want it to end. I wish I could wiggle my nose bewitched style and make it disappear but God has other plans for them and  I know he's doing the best he can. I just hope he hurries up and shows us why he's doing it.  And last but not least, I am terrified of having children. I want one and only one really really badly but not now. However I do not want to be 30 when I have one. I also do not want one anytime soon so what to do? This thought both panics me and causes me extreme nauseau so I have set it aside for now but how do you know when the time is right? Because honestly folks I'm not getting any richer, younger or free anytime soon so do you take the leap or stand on the edge of the cliff and cry? I hope to find these answers and resolve some of these issues in the new year but for now, I will drink my cheap wine tomorrow with my wonderful hubster and welcome whatever lessons the new year has to offer. It's been fun 2010....